I feel

Like a druggie
But then again...
what's so bad about that?
I'm unique
I'm different,
If I take pills to feel more level headed every once in a while
just for a break
just let me.
I am who I am
I feel sick to my stomach
I feel depressed
they are all feelings that contribute to who I am
I don't like these feelings
I like myself though
And these feelings are some of who I am
fucked up or not
I am a fucked up person.
I love the fucked up parts of me as much
if not more than the normal ones
I am who I am
And I am beautiful